Tháng 7

Đà Nẵng, chủ nhật/1/7/2012
Tháng 7 rồi H ơi!
So, you’re so far. What’s going on? Now, maybe you have a Sunday to take a rest after a week you worked so hard. I wonder how do you change? Your hair. your hand. Are you fat or still thin? I even don’t remember the last we met. Oh, how fast time goes by! I still miss your voice, it’s very soft and warm, and if I can hear your voice again, you call my name, gently, I am happy.
July, lunar calendar, July has a special day that people have loved each other, they could meet again. It’s a legend about a female weaver and a man who tends buffaloes. She’s Mr Sky’s daughter, her name is “Chuc Nu”. He’s just a farmer, his name is “Nguu Lang”. They have loved each other but Mr Sky didn’t allow their love, because they are not suitable , so Mr Sky decided to separate them. And once Mr Sky has decided to make something, it’s difficult to change his mind. But Chuc Nu cry bitter fears, She didn’t cry for the moon, she just want to meet Nguu Lang. And her tears are moved Mrs Sky, Mrs Sky persuaded Mr Sky to allow Nguu Lang and Chuc Nu could meet once a year in the fully-moon day of July. Oh, I forget some details on this story so I invent some particulars. Sorry!
I can’t love easily. I always wonder myself that I really love him or because I’m lonely and I need a person who can go with me anywhere,anytime. And I refuse. I refuse because my feeling for him is not strong enough to keep me stay in his arm. I never have emotion like I have had with you. Oh, poor me, but I can do anything to change that.