Someone goes through my life
And leaves a very fragile pain
When my youth is over
Suddenly I want to turn back those old time
Somewhere having a very insipid happy
When sadness comes, I just sing a song vaguely
Loving someone doesn't mean it must be heartfelt
Or wish living together until life is over.
These words are so beautiful hi hi! I love the way you are so calm and quite. And now how you know about one of my favorite things? - I extremely love instrumental music. Oh, but maybe all these things are just my thought. Is it real? Your emotion. Your existence in my life. I have already endured pain, extremely pain, and now I have a chance to meet you. But why everything is always so hopeless. I'm happy when having you in the same moment, breathing the same air, but even we meet everyday but you're so far away from me.
I don't know why we're so carefully like that.
Maybe because of our character. I don't know about that. I'm so scared of something. I don't know.
What are you doing now? Reading a book. Writing your thesis. Listening to an beautiful song. I don't know how to express my feeling for you. I'm so afraid of doing something silly.
How can we have a conversation again like that? And we smile toward each other when nobody knows. I still miss your look.
~*~
Khi bạn là một người mẹ, bạn không bao giờ thực sự cô độc trong suy
nghĩ của mình. Một người mẹ luôn phải nghĩ hai lần, một lần cho bản thân
và một lần cho con cái.
(When you are a mother, you are never
really alone in your thoughts. A mother always has to think twice, once
for herself and once for her child)
Sophia Loren
Mối
quan hệ giữa mẹ và con đầy nghịch lý, và theo một cách hiểu nào đó, rất
bi thảm. Nó đòi hỏi tình yêu vô cùng lớn lao của người mẹ, nhưng cũng
chính tình yêu này phải giúp đứa con trưởng thành rời xa người mẹ và trở
nên độc lập hoàn toàn.
Erich Fromm
