My life

I heard about an extremely devastating accident in DL, it reminds me about an accident whose the level of devastation is not less than the accident in DL, It was a traffic accident of Nguyen Khuyen high school at Ho Chi Minh city.  Every life almost is precious! By the way my heart is aching because of understanding their pain about both body and spirit, i pray for them...
For whom the bell tolls...
Suddenly, a thought struck me, i think why People's fate is so short, I scare of death, there is not because if I meet with an unexpected accident I will be desperate , but I scare I will not see the people I love, and I have dreams and things that i must complete in my life.
Why i can remember about that accident, i don't know but i can feel exactly my emotion when i read that article on Muc tim , I read again and again and again, and until now I can remember some words, It's about the slender life but it's not hopeless. And , some of reason I become myself now, maybe I read that words, that magazine with that courage and fine , and all of these have raised my soul, my mind to become a good person.
I let my heart feel sorrows... I let my heart feel happy... I let my heart wanna say sorry to someone that he has never tried to touch me... and it's another story.
I google that article but i don't find out, now I try to do not use the symbol of smile, I try to look inside my mind and find out accurately what happens in me , not around me, I only need to understand myself.
And I see I am in a mess, how can I know about myself when I keep going to read , to see everything without thinking deeply.
What do I live for?
Where did I go today?
What is the hell I do without thinking?
What is something that I miss?
and is it someone I miss? Like the sluggish rivers...
and because Life is short, I hound on me living hurry! reading hurry ! and even I wanna run to someone and say How much I love you, although I always think I am a crazy person but I know myself best, I never do that, My pride never is swallowed , My pride is taller than what I really wanna do... example if I wanna to say I love someone out there .
One of the most thing I wanna do is go to the end of my feeling, go to the end of my mess, go to the end of my problem, go to the end to see myself clearly.
Saturday and Sunday, habitually, my close friend has driver to the gate of dormitory , and we together go to Truong Tan group at Le Duan street to learn CCNA. How fortunate I am and I'm really a lucky girl.