Today - a miracle!

Chủ nhật, ngày 12 tháng 2 năm mình 22 tuổi.

Today a micracle comes with me! How happy i really do!



He called me from the thousands of distance and from the thousands of hours, i think that!
I can't recognize his voice to right away, his voice has a little different timbre, maybe he has lived in Japan five months and it has to be somethings make him different, just a bit, but i can feel.
But when i recognize exactly who he is, i am totally full of happiness, and i just wanna cry, my eyes really have some tear, and he will never know about that, that i cry because of happiness when i hear his voice and i know he still remember me although separation and distance and time and environment.
I said i miss him like i still that, when my soul, when my heart wanna to speak something , i must call the emotion i really feel. i don't ashamed 'cause i am myself , i'm not affected.
so i remember...all the time we have experienced , he, my brother and I. We have been together and we make a truly friendship. Now i miss him, i miss what we have shared together.
The first time he was in my hometown, in that time i am just a little girl in a little room, i don't know much about world , in that time i just learn and my target was pass the university exam.  And continue... i have meet him as soon as I put my first step on life, a new life.
(Câu điều kiện không có thật ở hiện tại - Điều ước này sẽ không thể thực hiện được - Present unreal conditional sentences) : So I am silent to hear and sympathize myself... It's... :
If I came back the time, I would do what i want, I would do this things and don't do that things, so on... and now i feel hopelessness ( vô vọng ) . I can not come back, I only can live with the present, now, this second, this minute, this day.
I don't say, he's too, my silly brother's too, but we know how the other is important toward the other. how significant he is toward me, how significant I am toward him. So i am happy...now.
Every morning, everyday no mater what the distance , no mater what how long we don't meet, how long we don't talk he's always in my soul, in the corner of my heart, i pray to him for his peace, for his lonely , for his tear someday i fall in that stranger country, and the best, i pray to him for his happiness, just for him.
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