My time

I don't know why i am so cold. I apprehend and I am tired of games that they are unintentional giving to me, oh,poor them, they think they attract my attention, they will make me fun, but I just wanna switch off my phone.
Ex:
I catch my phone shaking, i don't know who call me, who talk on phone, I ask who you are? He don't answer and said " It's a secret, but I will tell you after some minutes", I feel boring, I switch off my phone, nobody will call me. I don't hear him. I'm cold even with my own emotion. I don't like their prolix approach. I just like the simple. Simple is the best.
Another time, another person , I say "no", I answer "no". I close my eyes to ignore his look though I know that look like a stream of love. But that his care, I don't receive. Do i regret with my choice? No, It is my heart's choice. I don't regret.
I don't expect, I don't hope, I still live with every emotion from my heart, from my soul, but I become strongly from when I don't know, maybe because of  my pain that I have spent and maybe a shadow that i never forget, a shadow follows me from the first day to now . I am satisfy because i am me! not affected , not hide my thoughts.
Oh, poor me! I feel peace! hi hi! truly!
(^.^)
Today, I learn so much.
Today, my teacher who teaches us the network programing subject, He talks with my class about the time He lived and worked in France and Japan. The countries that I crave for traveling or living in these.
He said in Japan, People are very beautiful, especially girls, maybe these girls have some beautiful plastic surgery, but they are cute. About French, they are dwarf than the people in the other European country, but French are very polite, friendly, and especially romantic.
Before He studied abroad in French, He had been kept in our university and He hadn't knew even a French word, but He has passion in languages and a thirst to explore and conquer language, in that time it's French.
And now he comebacks and teaches and tells us about his life , his experience. How beautiful his life is, he has lived fully and completely. His life is my wish, actually .hihi.

Homework :

Building an application model of client/server , example : mail, chat, sharing file...

 Who have an wish traveling around the world?
 Who learn and try so hard to grasp the world?

Me.
Someone who bought me a shoe? a shoe of my memory. I did loved.