Sarturday, 23/Feb/2013

So, let's go straight with your heart now!
It's a little weird when you think your heart can't beat faster like the first time you know what love was. And suddenly your heart beats like a drum. You are surprised by yourself.
And when you realize that his picture, his voice, his existence suddenly cover your mind, a little scare comes to you. You don't know how did these things could happen to you and when did they arrive?
You are scare because you know it's about time, sooner or later, you are going to lose your control for your own emotion. You're a girl like that who always lets your feeling make your action. But it's still OK, because you realize he's such a good guy.
So, girl, could you handle it? could you still be yourself?
...
I see you smile at me with your tender when we collide. We just use the eyes for hiding all the things inner our heart. I picture your look, I picture the way you are so tender with me, the way you are kind to me. That's the way you begin to get into my life. Is it real? It seems like you're the one whom I'm looking for a long time. Every thing from you is perfect to me. I know I couldn't believe anything from internet, from social network, but having so many things in common between us. Like Che. Like the way we share our personal life with people. And we have chance to talk several time. I see your character is calm and soft. I see you always think deeply about everything but you still use your heart to feel life and love.
...
I answered "Maybe" at that time. Do you know what's it mean? You just smiled at that time. I'm just a frankly girl who always says the truth. I don't know how to lie about everything. I just tell what I think.
I think it's maybe. Why's not?
...
I have imaged about something could happen. Everything belongs to you will be a part of me. I will have love enough to love what you love and share my life with you.
...
But my heart is piece, so please be patient with me. So please take time to understand me.

Please, don't cry

Rứa rồi làm răng?
Dậy là nghe miết tiếng anh vầy, nghe nhạc vầy, nghe ai đó lãi nhãi bên tai cho đỡ buồn.
Mình như vầy không được chút nào hết.
Kết thúc hôm nay.
Không có hứng thú để viết nhật ký.
Bé Cua về Phổ Phong rồi.

I don't know how these words come to you.
I heard that you'll settle down and marry oneday in this new year.
I forget you.
I has got emotion with someone else but why you still make me feel pain.
I heard that you'll marry her.
Once I was happy with you and you also make me cry.
So why this pain wasn't healed. Why?

So I turn out another road. My heartbeat is depended of another boy. Who has a deeply soul like me, who understands me, who know what I don't say.
So I decide to forget you. Even though I burn like a fire. I die inside. I forget you this time.
So the more I am waiting, the more pain I endure. I will be stronger. Happy. Pretty.

Sáng tạo

Sáng 29 âm lịch ngồi tải nhạc cách mạng, nhạc thu Hiền, nhạc xuân, nhạc đất nước... rồi ghi qua đĩa CD cho ông ba nghe. Tự dưng thấy hồi thời cách mạng đó có nhiều bài hát qua. Thời oanh liệt và kiên cường của đất nước. Ngay cả nghệ thuật, âm nhạc cũng phát triển vượt bậc luôn. Thấy sức sáng tạo thật kỳ diệu của những người đi trước. Trong đó có tình yêu đất nước, quê hương thật kỳ diệu.

I need you so much closer.

So, please notice me, look at me, care about me, love me and above all hold my hand.

I need you so much close.

Make yourself comfortalbe

Ha ha, sắp về tết rồi dọn phòng dọn giường sạch sẽ, bình thường ở như ổ chuột bây giờ phòng sạch sẽ mà không có ai ở, quyết định ở lại tiếp khi nào phòng dơ rồi sẽ về nhà. Bị mách nặng...

Hihi, I just have a joke with mysefl.

The morning quiet, all students come back their home for Tet holiday,  but some students still stay at dormitory for some reason. For example, I must stay here until 28th, Jan, 2013 of Lunar Calender for internship training of E company. The last Tet holiday, I came back home early because it was so sad when all people went their home and left me here alone, but in this year, having some change, I am still I am before but I have being growing day after day, become more powerful...and having another reason make me not feel so sad in these before Tet holiday days. I have something to wait and look forward.

I'm still alone now but I'm thinking about a special one. Just think about the stuff things and sometimes I laugh alone, like a crazy one. Let's wait and see.

Something special about you

Do I meet my right man?
I wonder how this thing could happen to me? I'm thinking about you so much that make me scare if this thing will disappear. After that I tell myself "make yourself comfortable" and say hey with you.
It seems like you know my soul. I have relax and just being myself on these day. E company is a place to work but I don't let myself endure that pressure. I'm still being myself, quietly feeling myself and being happy.
I guess you know me.
And the most important is you realize me.
Just writing "If we know hundred years is limited", so what would we do? Would you say hey to me and we will make a beautiful conversation? I have noticed you. I have been attracted by you. I have been so happy having you on my heart on my mind.
I don't know when all those things happen. You walk into my life without noisiness. Day after day, now it's just 31 days, My heartbeat is so fast every time you catch my eyes, make me losing my control.
Where do you come from? You come from another town of Vietnam where I never come before. It's too early now but I want to know more about you, I want to grasp your soul.
We have touched. Just a part of body and it's still make happy. I can feel you.
I like the way you calm down, the way you walk. You never know that I watch you from the behind, I see you back...
Oh, I have realize you. We have a project for completing on the end of College course. I  try my best to do on our team.
I have been waiting you for so long. Now you're appear. Can I say that I will try to hold you and make you feel my love. So above all, I will make you happy.